I get bored easily, and in those boring moments, I like to think. And sometimes when I think I use to remember things.
The other day I was walking the dog and I started to think about my childhood.
And I remember that I used to be... "violent".
Even though I was also very nice, I had a really bad temper.
I remember that once my mom left me in my grandma's house, and I didn't want to stay. I don't remember why, but I didn't feel like staying there. So I started to get pissed, and I also started to cry and scream. I was probably like 2 or 3 years old, so you can imagine how kids of that age can get.
So my grandma held me in her arms trying to calm me, but I kept screaming to my mom that I wanted to go home and I didn't wanted to stay there, but she was starting to leave.
And my grandma used to have this necklace that she always wore, that it was like one of those jesus-religious things with a picture of a saint, and I got so pissed that I screamed "I SAID I DON'T WANT TO STAY IN GRANDMA'S!" and ripped of the necklace from her neck.
Then I remember that everyone was like ":O" and they didn't know how to react to that, so no one said anything. And my grandma had a red mark of me ripping the necklace.
I felt guilty at the second I saw the broken necklace in my hand, and I felt guilty for like 10 years (I don't feel guilty anymore, I don't know why) but damn, I was such a spoiled brat.
I also remember that once, in one of my old schools, I got so pissed with 2 "friends" of mine that I grabbed both of their heads and crashed them against each other. And again, and again, and again.
Well, I remember those two "friends", and they probably deserved it.
My sister saw me, and she keeps telling me how weird it was to see a 6 year-old kid smashing the head of two 6 year-old kids against each other, but I don't believe it was weird. I believe it was justice.
Kids are evil. They get away with everything just because they're little kids, so some of them act like small satanic creatures knowingly and even smile at you like "hey, look what I just did".
Beware the kids.
Actually, beware of the humans.
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